It is not serious, but it is my feeling right now!

There are one kind of LanC people. If you treat them good, they won't appreciate and always ignore you or show you a "cool" face.
When you do it in a reverse way, they will say you hurt them.
 Well, I don't really care about it. It is almost same with what I expected. JUST APPRECIATE THOSE YOU THINK THEY NEED YOU ~.~

你想家吗？

想啦！我已经九个礼拜没有回家了。真的好久好久。那种感觉就好像你在一个熟悉又陌生的荒岛，真的只有你一个人类的生活。她常说：“你要考试，没有空，就不用回来咯，考完时才回来咯。”听了都不爽。妈妈你不会肉麻一点叫我回家咩？

不过还好我几乎天天跟她讲电话。原本以为出门在外的子女都会这样做的。没想问问了才知道周围的人只有我这样捏。好像是我不够独立的关系吧。不过又不用紧，TM 打回家不用钱。*笑*

想想，最近身体跟心理状态好像真的很不好，补课，功课太多，睡眠太少，压力太大，弄到我觉得我一个小女子好像真的不太适合读电子工程这种科目。难道我真的要去读**咩？今天才好不容易花了一个下午去做好四分之一的功课。而且不够睡就算了，干嘛还每天给我恶梦，害我每天都要带着伤心的心情起床。重点是我都不记得梦到什么伤心的事。现在我又在担心功课做不完，这个礼拜又不能回家。刚好是清明节，我很想跟爸爸去扫墓好不好。已经没有能让我抱怨烦心事的人了，有好多好多心情沉淀不下来啦。人长大了，是时候把难过与伤❤放在心里。压力就靠这里吧！

最近买的新书，我真的很需要，第一章就让我有motivation.

1.get on your deathbed

love made our happy and meaningful ❤

17。03。2012。H。A。P。P。Y B。I。R。T。H。D。A。Y

It was MR. SHIM 22 years old birthday and also the first time for me to using a special identity to celebrate with him. On the night before his birthday, his family invited me to have an earlier birthday celebration with them.  Although this is not the first time to meet with them, but I still feel quite nervous. Actually it is just having dinner at a Thai restaurant called SAMIRA. The location is in the heart of Sentul Park.  It is a place give the visitor an exotic luxury relaxation, in rich heritage atmosphere. I never know Kuala Lumpur can found this kind of place.

Actually it is just having dinner at a Thai restaurant called SAMIRA. The location is in the heart of Sentul Park.  It is a place give the visitor an exotic luxury relaxation, in rich heritage atmosphere. I never know Kuala Lumpur can found this kind of place. The place is full of lush greeneries and panoramic views of Sentul Park's Lake

He always act like a boss xD

The decoration is follow the traditional japan restaurant decoration.

On his birthday, I have to wake up earlier than him in order to go to KLCC to choose his gift. It is quite a tough task for me, I really hate to choose present. I should buy it earlier, but i have to handle 3exam on his birthday week. Haiz. End up I walk from the KLCC to Pavilion by using the KLCC Pavilion Pedestrian Walkway. I travel from KLCC to Pavilion by using 20minutes. Seriously don't agree it is convenient. 

I know what angle can let me look better.

Thanks SC and Yik help me to buy this mable cheese cake.

Eu-Tjin like to act like a nerd!

mouthwatering food.

Happy boy~

xiao mei mei~

Ching and Kian Wee

(got people ask me they are couple is it. haha)

Chee yang~

jia heng~

ah Kent~

Joshier~

SC Boss~

Zen and Yik~

Alvey~

Eu-Tjin:"wait me for a few seconds, I have to set my hair".

Hello.

Couple of the day???

Muaks<3

I haven't plan to end my blog. Because after the celebration I still have to rush to another place. His relative's baby 1 month celebration. I follow him to go there to let me and relative know each others. Plus, he said the baby's house is quite big and nice. But I don't really know how to communicate with people especially  seniority. 

1st time use balloon to build a dog. His name is "BoBo".

The best couple!!!!

GOOD NIGHT!

曾经重要的你

忘了是多少年前的一天，铅笔遇上了垃圾桶。垃圾桶还不赖，聪明能干，人缘甚佳。铅笔就逊色多了，缺乏自信，没有一技之长。但是铅笔好像太依赖垃圾桶了，凡事都要垃圾桶的陪伴，也因为向着同一个方向，铅笔都不曾觉得会分离，好像垃圾桶在的地方自己也会存在一样，也或许那只是一厢情愿。

突然有一天，垃圾桶决定改变方向，不再与铅笔相依为命，有新的目标，铅笔除了祝福，还能怎样？至少还是能常见面。时间长了，铅笔更放肆了，把用铅笔刨刨掉的铅笔削丢进了垃圾桶里，想当然尔，人缘甚好的垃圾桶哪会拒绝？铅笔伤心，垃圾桶哭。铅笔开心，垃圾桶笑。铅笔觉得就算方向不同，有心就好。或许那是天真。

突然有一天，垃圾桶看似沮丧，吱吱呜呜的把垃圾桶里面少数的垃圾给了铅笔，也只给了铅笔，铅笔恍然大悟，原来自己对自己的锁事常发愁没顾及垃圾桶也有烦恼。铅笔当然也陪着垃圾桶伤心，开心。但是原来垃圾桶烦心事追根究底起因竟是铅笔。铅笔发现后不知所错，烦恼不已。被误会，被追问，都对烦恼来源守口如瓶。或许太在意了，或许曾经对烦恼有着一丝丝的好感，或许在意垃圾桶多过在意烦恼吧。垃圾桶还是一样那么的好，不计前嫌，与铅笔和好如初，但是垃圾桶不再把垃圾给铅笔了，垃圾桶的存在对好多人都有百利而无一害吧。

有一天铅笔遇上了钢笔，钢笔爱上了铅笔，毫不计较铅笔的短，反而努力帮铅笔发现其长。碍于方向与爱情的阻扰，时间好像不再出现给铅笔和垃圾桶。铅笔还是在意垃圾桶的，或许比较在意钢笔，但是只要是好的都会分享给垃圾桶，在铅笔心中，钢笔跟垃圾桶地位都是一样的吧,可能垃圾桶输给钢笔少许。可是人缘好的垃圾桶不止铅笔一个朋友。太多了。不再有话题了，垃圾桶不只是铅笔的了，也可能从来就不是。时间，方向，钢笔与铅笔内心想法让距离有增无减。

无可否认，铅笔很在意，在意自己必须独面四壁，永远都是被遗忘的那一个，就算是不一样的方向，为什么跟铅笔同个方向的朋友也能与不同方向的垃圾桶和垃圾桶的朋友那么健谈？或许是方向问题，或许是个性问题，或许是想法问题，或许是缺乏幽默感，或许是没能让他们有交通便利，或许是钢笔的存在让垃圾桶觉得铅笔有钢笔就够了。

你或许会说，铅笔努力不就好了？但是你可看到过铅笔的努力？你或许会说，何必呢？别去在意过往云烟？但是有些事情重复的发生，以后一定还会发生的，除非铅笔改变想法，但是一个人的想法说变就变，世间哪还有烦恼可言？现在铅笔觉得，太过在意得惹心里不开心，倒不如不去在意，平平淡淡，人不犯我，我不烦人来的轻松自在，那不是憎恨，是自我保护。或许是不成熟，不过你敢说你自己成熟吗？

不要生气，不要伤心。